Lately with this state I’m in, I can’t help myself but spin. -Adele
I’m going to drive myself crazy with all of my thoughts one of these days. & I don’t want to seem psychotic or pathetic, so I just deleted everything I wrote in here which is something I know I need to stop doing. lol I find myself writing down a text or a facebook status that I want to send but then I delete it. The reason? I don’t know. Fear, maybe. I haven’t really figured that one out. But I know it’s always better to write your thoughts rather than hold em in. I’ve written two songs (lyrics really) in a day and a half because I needed a release. That’s probably one of the best ways for me to clear my head. Write. I love it. No matter the inspiration, it makes me feel better. And sometimes, I really do think my lyrics could be turned into a good song if I found someone to sell them to lol I guess I may have to go back to writing another because I’m already thinking of lyrics as I type this lol I don’t want to say too much on here because I don’t know how many people actually read this. But yeah, lately I’ve had wayy too much on my mind and all of my thoughts revolve around just a few things. I guess all I can do is not change a thing and just see what happens in the near future.
I’ll remain optimistic 
Song of the day: Avril Lavigne- Stop Standing There
This song is my favorite off her new album. It just speaks so whole-heartedly. It’s emotional. Meaningful. Graceful. Exactly the kind of songs I love. There’s nothing better than finding lyrics that speak your thoughts and that you can relate to. Right?? I’m not in love with the entertainment, I’m in love with the lyrics <3 I will never go to a concert to see the artist dancing; I go to a concert to hear the artist sing. And it’s the songs like these that get to me every time.
